iseedeadpeople

Kill me swiftly with the sharpest blade
Strangle me powerfully with the strongest arms
Kiss me passionately with the most poisonous lips

I detest life since life is too imbued with love
Is there an alternative to escape love’s grip?
Do we have to suffer in such humanly sickness?

Everyone says we need love to survive
Do we say that love is inevitable?
I wish to fly away from this stupidity

Why is it appearing everywhere?
Is there no end to this?
What is really going on?

Can we say that life’s too tragic to live in so we need love?
Or could we consider that it’s beautifully created for the sake of humanity
I’m begging for an ending

Can someone tell me that everything will end tonight?
I do not need any of this coz i’m too fed up with life
enuf of love, enuf of sorrow, enuf of tears falling apart
Bring forth my deathbed and just, let me lie down

i dont need love
i dont need sympathy
i dont need world’s smartest brain
i dont need world’s riches
i dont need to cry
i dont need to shout
i dont need the perfect look
i dont need everyones attention
i dont need debates
i dont need politics
i dont need bullshit
i dont need trashtalk
i dont need any weakness
i dont need to care
i dont need to sleep
i dont need to grieve
i dont need to live

lifes too full of craps, but thats what make the world one heck of a world huh?
the moment u blink and open back your eyes and youre still there means you got to do something, and that something, is one you need to figure out yourself

When the day gets away and shifts into the night, another part of me awakes and starts to make me stay up, carrying on into countless thoughts of the so-called life.

simple and complex, altogether wrapped around this tiny little head
how can life get so fun at a time and miserable at another?
how is love possible for everyone? what changes a person’s good behaviours to a bad personality? on and on to many other stuffs…

is it just me playing tricks with my mind? trying to excite non-sense from the unconscious? or am i just simply emo-ing for the day?
whatever it is, this kind of habit has led me to many long, sleepless nights.

one thing that strikes me at times is the very thing that can either bond or break everyone at the same time, LOVE, this simple four letter word really influences a lot of people. All in all, everyone is affected with love whether you admit it or not.

As for me, i guess ive been a terrible disappointment to someone since i’ve lost track of that feeling along the way. What a way to happen huh? yea, story of my life.

anyways, life must go on right. Days keep changing to nights, nights of thoughts, hopes, and dreams. And i suppose my days will keep on turning to those nights, my sleepless nights.