iseedeadpeople

what i see of myself, of my life, and what i’ve been doing this past few weeks, are pretty wasted. I dont know if things got better or not, well, obviously, being lifeless is not one achievement right? have i been too blind and ignorant? my life right now has reached its peak of madness, i’ve lost myself and gone out of line…

whats done is done, whatever it takes, starting today onwards im gona try to get a hold of myself back, bring me the pain and torture

At last! Finally! (huaa..sok seru) i showed up at uni today, i got only one class at 3:00 pm which i almost missed, if i were to skip the class this time i would put the blame on the rain, it was raining quite heavily around 2 something. Sleeping and not waking up were just the two decisions i almost took, LOL, however, my determination was quite strong, so i rose from the super comfy bed, straight away went for shower, put on everything necessary and went to uni. Not bad for a lazybum like me, lol, the temptation of skipping this thursday class was quite unavoidable since theres only one class and afterwards weekend awaits @@, woohoo! so you know…class ended in 1 hour ++, had indomie from the cafetaria as my super late lunch, GG

Alright, so i’ve been missing  my hometown (palembang) a few times these days. Duno for what exact reason even though i cannot forget the fact that the place is mostly boring T_T, not that im underestimating my hometown at any point, its still developing, things will improve, LOL, thats what the government is hoping for, anyways, i absolutely miss the MIE BABI!!! omigod when i think of it or even as we speak, its too unforgettable, fagh! im too hungry right now!!! zzz, btw its not the only one, i also want pempek, tekwan, model, model gendum, hotel anugerah, nasgor sumatra, bakso gepeng, blah blah and many other crazy food my tongue ever tasted. T___T, i never expect that writing blog could be quite torturing somehow, >__<, laperrr…..zzzz

Another point to make, i cant wait for the holiday this coming June, maybe uni’s too boring, hehe, or maybe im the only one making’s a fuss over studying, >__<, zz, im arguing with myself, this is too sick, ok, i think im gona go back to my hometown for a week or so, at least, 1 week, to complete my sole objective, @@, "to eat all the food i mentioned before with complete satisfaction" LOL, uh huh, yea i’ll do that, hehe, not only that, i also miss my loving family larr!!! and my dog, bubu, the remaining survivor in my house, he still cant wait to be fed everytime he smells food, =.=, what a dog, lol…

ok, im getting hungrier now, GG, gota find something to devour! hehe, babai

today, i reli did plan to show up at uni, but things turn out differently since i continued my sleeping until 5.35 =.=, so i basically skipped all the way thru my important tutorials, i reli dun have a say on this, GG, my sister’s damn pissed, coz we’re taking the same subject this sem. Anyhow, nothing much for today, i went to eat at a korean restaurant wif Andrew, Botak, Reyhan, and Benny, we ’slurped’  slices of roasted meats, porks, beef ribs, chicken, sotong, along with the side dishes. We also tried So-Ju, a korean Sake, not bad i think, and what else? yea, Vina’s bday is on the 3th, its her nineteen as i recall

After dinner, the rest of the day was practically spent in my room, in front of my Qosmio, zzz, so lame, even dota today is boring, btw, im still sad about last mid-break, our plan din go as hoped T_T, da destination was Tioman island, we were not reli prepared for everything, to arrange the whole thing, from checking the travel agency to confirming hu’s going and hu’s not, anyways, a few of us ended up going to  Malacca, at least we managed to have sate celup (@ 50 cent only) and puttu piring ( 70 cent). We were late in locating chicken rice balls >_<, later in the midnight, we went to SunShine Bar, it was a small bar indeed, it was playing old rnb songs, and theres reli nothing much goin on there, TV’s showing F1, blah blah.. we reached our home at 3 something and the trip ends.

thats it, im gona try to hit the bed, ciaoz

1 April 2008, or what most people would claim as April Fool’s day

Erm, Tuesday Tuesday…well,
what a great day to start by skipping the one and only class i have for the day! LOL, skipping class rawks! @@, dont listen to me, im just so hopeless, ya, when i think of it, ive been skipping classes quite a lot this semester, is this gona be my worst semester? T_T i never intentionally hope so…

ZzZ, O ya i remember 1 thing, when it was late at night, i was having a very late dinner with winson eating jaffar’s delivery, right after we finished, Vina suddenly called and told me that she got dropped out from CIMP coz of her rare attendance, 0.0, her parents had just come back from a short trip and got real mad, then Vina said that she only had 1 month left until she had to return to Indo, after the whole bullcrap turns out its April fool’s day, NGENCOI lu vin

So, not much of an activity today, woke up at 3 something if im not mistaken, again, like every other day when i was still in mid-break, and mid-break only lasted for 7 days, =.= kill me pls, whats worse is that we, Monash students are usually stuck with  ASSIGNMENTS to submit at the end of the break, what a BITCH!!! whats the point of having a break if we all are supposed to do assignments day by day? zzz, geez

Carrying on, since i woke up late, i officially missed my healthy lunch so i tot i shud just wait until dinner, hours passed, i finished 1 game of dota, Mike, 1 of my lovely housemates  came to my room and said that "we got work to do", LOL, means Mike, me, along with 3 other friends, will go to ASIA CAFE, to do some office work on the second floor where hundreds of gaming PCs are located, XD, enuf of non-sense, you know we came for a few dota games, as we usually do when we are so damn bored and had nothing to do, hehe

Reached home at 2 something, and i got one sad thing in my mind = i got class at 9 am, T_T, morning class sux like hell, and i planned to come for lecture, skip 1 particular tutorial, and attend the last class at 3 coz its more important to me, LOL, sounds kinda stupid huh? coz not every subject is nice to attend to, anyway, there goes april’s fool day ~_~